Lips were suddenly on my neck;
that spot on my neck where my pulse could be felt the strongest. The spot that a
mate was drawn to by some invisible force that begged him to mark me as his
own. I whimpered as I felt his tongue dash out, licking the spot in preparation
for the initial bite all the while our bodies were still connected. Finally, my
mate was here, the other half of my soul. He pounded inside me, stroking the
flames of my inner inferno. His size stretched me, claimed me, demanded
pleasure that I wasn't sure I could provide but was helpless to deny. Higher
and higher the flames grew. Harder and faster he went. My legs instantly
wrapped around his waist. My heels dug into his buttocks, my arms grabbed on to
his. Sweat rolled down my body leaving a trail between my breasts, across my
stomach, and past my navel until it disappeared between my legs. I felt my
inner muscles clamp down; shrinking as if the tightness was trying to hold him
into me forever. My canines elongated. The hands I had used to pull him close
shifted into claws. My control was gone. Finally my wolf could truly run free.
I smiled realizing that he too had started a half shift lost in the sensations.
My climax was so close I could taste its sweetness and just like that I woke
up.
This was so completely frustrating. As a wolf shifter, I
should completely understand what was going on with me. After all, I had been
dreaming of my life’s mate for the past six years. It was normal to first meet
in a dream. What wasn't normal was that in the six years I have been dreaming
of him, I wasn't one step closer to finding out who he was. I went to the
elders, begged for advice but the reply was always the same: when the time was
right, our physical selves would catch up with our spiritual. The problem with
that was I was in heat and being unmated and in heat spelled disaster in every
language I knew. The thought of living through a week of constant arousal alone
made me want to cry. However, the mere thought of a substitution other than my
mate made me sick. Once mated, the touch of another male would have negative
effects on my health. Until I was mated, however, I was free to wolf around
with whoever I saw fit. Unfortunately, no one told my wolf that. Ever since she
scented her mate, dream world or not, no one else caught her attention. This
was becoming one long week and it had just begun. When we met in my dreams tonight,
I was going to take matters into my own hands.
I can't believe I did it. For the past six years I was
always awoken in my dreams to my mate thrusting inside me. If there had been
foreplay prior to that throbbing sensation, my mind must have closed it out, only
revealing the exact moment where our bodies became one. Tonight was different though.
Tonight, I searched for him and found him asleep not quite yet prepared to
journey into my mind. Slowly, I lowered myself next to him, kissing from him
neck to earlobe. I nipped lightly but firmly enough to cause a reaction. His
body began to awaken even as his mind had yet to awaken for me. Firmly, I grabbed
hold of his shaft and began to stroke up and down, amazed at how quickly it
went from soft to steel. In my previous dreams, passionate, yet brief, I never
had the chance to explore him so I took the time to visually explore every inch
of his body. In my fascination, I didn’t even realize that he had awakened and
was staring at me both confused and pleased at the same time. Just when I was leaning
in to taste him, he whispered a moan that caused me to momentarily stop in my
tracks. I recovered quickly, smiling like a child who was just caught trying to
sneak a sweet treat before dinner. He rolled on top of me and kissed me. A kiss
that turned the power off in my brain while increasing the senses directly
connected to my core. I felt the liquid pool between my legs until it had no
choice but to flow down. An arousal I felt sure he could smell. After all, I
was counting on it. I needed him to understand the urgency of finding me. I
needed him. My body craved him to fill the void that only a mate could.
Releasing my mouth he latched on to a nipple, sucking it so hard it sent a
shock to my clitorus making me squirm. Not one to ignore, he used one hand to
tweak my other nipple while using his other hand to pinch and pull my aroused button.
I'd cum like this with him before so I wasn't afraid I would miss my chance if
I gave in to the orgasm rushing towards me. I cried out as he slipped two
fingers inside me, caressing a spot I had yet to find on my own and sent me
flying over the edge. When I regained the ability to think, he was already
inside me exacting slow, lazy strokes. The time came to confess my need, while
he was distracted by our passion but not yet overwhelmed. "I need you
mate." I whispered. We had spoken before but it was always with the
purpose of heightening the moment. "Need? Hard (he thrust harder), fast
(he thrust faster). Tell me mate. Ask and you shall have." Well, since he
put it that way. "I need you to find me," and at the moment I pressed
my fingers on my sweetness hurrying me to a climax that snatched me from my
dream world. I awoke sexually frustrated but satisfied that I had done what I
needed to convince him that whatever the reason he stayed away, the time had
passed and I needed him.
Two days later and my heat was in full effect. I locked
myself away. Even the air made my skin sizzle. I needed to cum so bad I almost
said to hell with a mate and walked outside to let my scent send all the
available males in a five mile radius to my door. The thing about wolves is
when a female goes into heat it’s like a drug you’ve been addicted to all your
life being dangled in front of you. Thankfully, we only go into heat once every
three years. I was so consumed with the need for release that I didn’t care it
wasn't with my mate, during my first heat. Since then, my wolf felt cheated out
of the forever bond that mating created. This was the reason I endured being in
physical pain; she wouldn't allow me to lose myself unless my mate was there to
find me.
I couldn't sleep so I hadn't seen him since the night I
asked him to find me. My wolf clawed at me needing to be set free as much as my
human side. I didn't remember my last heat being this intense. I felt my skin
tightening around my bones, discomfort everywhere not just my core. And then
the scent hit me. A male was near. Not just any male but MY male. So close that my thick arousal suddenly went into
overdrive as if sending out a signal for him to find me. I rushed to the door
removing the barrier that kept my scent from alerting the pack of my condition.
As soon as the lock was off and the door was open I was in his arms. His mouth
crushed mine and a taste that was familiar and new greeted me. I was fully
naked as clothes made no sense when nothing could touch me without making me
weak with need. I wrapped my arms around his neck drawing him closer to me. He
grabbed my legs lifting me up rubbing me against his groin in the process.
Spinning me around and backing me up against the door he released me long
enough to shed his clothes. Again our mouths connected, his hands roamed my
body. We would have time to explore later but I needed him inside me now. I
exposed my neck to him the same time he pushed inside my already drenched
center. Finally we were together, and this time when he sank his teeth into my
neck and his hardness into my core, I reached the stars and when I came down my
mate was there. Joined with me forever and ready to enjoy our first in an
eternity of heat spells together.
©2014, Priscilla Danita Robinson
Priscilla D Robinson is the Author of Love's Moodswings: The
Discovery, the Choice, and the Surrender to Love. Her debut book is a
collection of three short stories that focus on different forms of love.
Recently she began the task of writing down what her mind showed her and thus
began her writing journey. When she is not off in a dream world she lives in
Connecticut with her daughter. Robinson is currently a student at the
University of Bridgeport for a bachelor's degree in Human Service. Her favorite
saying is “the sky is always purple somewhere in the world” which means
anything is possible if you know where to look for it.
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